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Every inch of me is bruised

Journal Entry: Sun Jun 14, 2009, 10:40 PM
  • Mood: Insecure
  • Listening to: sad songs playlist
  • Reading: The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier & Clay
Summer, summer.
Haven't been doing much lately, have I? Shame on me. Just been so busy! Drama has consumed completely; last week i assistant directed a children's musical/ taught drama, this week I am working my first paid acting gig as a voiceover for a website on abusive relationships, next week I am counselor at a residential performing arts camp, the next week teaching drama to lil kids for $50 a day (not too bad for only a few days).... then vacation time all of July which I will definitely need.

Leaving for college August 14, have registered for all my classes. Ah scary!

So up was really cute, but I couldn't tell the different between 3D and reg. :shrug:

My laptop's wireless chip has been broken for a month or so now. And as I was in the process of cleaning it off to have it shipped to be fixed moment ago, it came back on. I'm still trying to figure out that one.

I stumbled upon some computer paper on my desk a couple hours ago, made me miss drawing. So I may draw something soon. I want to write as well... and I need to pick up my camera... I'm just so lazy recently for some reason.

It's gunna be a big summer, that's for sure.

I guess I'll force myself to go to bed. Sometimes, I've found, you just don't feel like it.


SotD
Bruised
Jack's Mannequin

I've got my things, I'm good to go
You met me at the terminal
Just one more plane ride and it's done
We stood like statues at the gate
Vacation's come and gone too late
There's so much sun where I'm from
I had to give it away
Had to give you away

And we spent four days on an island at your family's old hotel
Sometimes perfection can be, can be perfect hell
Perfect...

Hours passed and she still counts the minutes that I am not there
I swear I didn't mean for it to feel like this,
like every inch of me is bruised
And don't fly fast
Oh pilot can you help me, can you make this last?
This plane is all I got so keep it steady now
cause every inch you see is bruised

I lace my chucks
I walk the aisle
I take my pills, the babies cry
All I hear is what's playing through the in-flight radio
Now every word of every song I ever heard that made me wanna stay
is what's playing through the in-flight radio
and I, and I am finally waking up.

Hours passed and she still counts the minutes that i am not there
I swear I didn't mean for it to feel like this,
like every inch of me is bruised, bruised
Don't fly fast
Oh pilot can you help me, can you make this last?
This plane is all i got so keep it steady now
cause every inch you see is bruised, yeah

So read your books but stay out late
some nights, some nights
And don't think that you can't stop by the bar
You haven't shown your face here since the bad news
Well I'm here till close with fingers crossed
each night cause your place isn't far

And hours pass
Hours pass
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah

She still counts the minutes that I am not there
I swear I didn't mean for it to feel like this,
like every inch of me is bruised, bruised
And don't fly fast
Oh pilot can you help me, can you make this last?
This plane is all I got so keep it steady now
cause every inch you see is bruised
Bruised, bruised.





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Does your mother know that you're out?

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 8, 2009, 9:55 AM
  • Mood: Happy
  • Listening to: Just Dance- Lady Gaga
  • Reading: 1984 (again!)
  • Eating: Apple
Been awhile since I updated. I think it's about time.
In my living life, I'm leaving for Florida tomorrow with one of my best friends. I've been working on a bikini body since last August and I've got 4 almost-defined abs so I'm looking forward to hitting the spring break beach. ;D
Just got back from biking four miles and am really hot... the apple isn't helping much. Need water! Eventually.
My purse got stolen at school a few weeks ago. My cell phone and wallet were taken out, and my purse was stolen. Wtf? I don't know either. But I need it back because it has something very precious to me inside of it... I mentioned watching the security tapes to my principle but she never got around to it- although she told me every day I asked that "it's at the top of my list!" :shakefist:
Senior prom a week from this Saturday. There are thirteen guys in my graduating class. Suffice to say...... I'm being set up with by parents. Jess is officially lame. "she was lookin kinda dumb with her finger and her thumb in the shape of an L on her forehead." However, I have a great dress.

As for my artistic life, Sweeney Todd was our spring musical (did i mention that before?). It sold out six of the seven shows and was a great success! I'm so glad it's over though!
I start rehearsals for Backstage Backstabbers on Monday, and for Senior Dance Concert on Thursday. Rehearsals for the commedia show will continue and rehearsals for my piece in senior showcase will start soon. I'll be getting the script for the Thespian show eventually and lastly, I will be starting to write my piece for the creative writing show, Studio Theatre, very very soon. Whew, Jess is busy. That's on top of two AP exams and an EOCT and six other honors classes. x_x
Last night I drew a picture... I think that it's the best I've ever done and I'm really proud! Soon as I get my camera back from the shop (yeah, it's in the shop) I'll take a picture of it and submit it. My scanner is teh suck.


I think I'm going to go hide the prime rib from my brother now. Deuces.



SofD
Does Your Mother Know
ABBA

You're so hot, teasing me
So you're blue, but I can't take a chance on a chick like you
It's something I couldn't do

There's that look in your eye
I can read in your face that your feelings are driving you wild
Oh but girl you're only a child

Well I could dance with you honey
If you think it's funny,
But does your mother know that you're out?
And I could chat with you baby,
flirt a little maybe,
but does your mother know that you're out?

Take it easy, take it easy
better slow down girl
That's no way to go
Take it nice and slow
Does your mother know?
Take it easy, take it easy,
try to cool it girl
Take it nice and slow
Does your mother know?

I can see what you want,
but you seem pretty young to be searching for that kind of fun
So maybe I'm not the one
Now you're so cute ,
I like your style,
and I know what you mean when you give me a flash of that smile
But girl you're only a child

Well I could dance with you honey
If you think it's funny,
But does your mother know that you're out?
And I could chat with you baby,
flirt a little maybe,
but does your mother know that you're out?

Take it easy, take it easy
better slow down girl
That's no way to go
Take it nice and slow
Does your mother know?
Take it easy, take it easy,
try to cool it girl
Take it nice and slow
Does your mother know?

Well I could dance with you honey
If you think it's funny,
But does your mother know that you're out?
And I could chat with you baby,
flirt a little maybe,
but does your mother know that you're out?

Well I could dance with you honey
If you think it's funny,
But does your mother know that you're out?
And I could chat with you baby,
flirt a little maybe,
but does your mother know that you're out?





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Happy birthday.

Journal Entry: Wed Dec 31, 2008, 10:38 PM
  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: vic's voice
  • Reading: Just After Sunset
  • Drinking: Sprite Zero
Happy New Year, everyone.
Yesterday was my birthday. I'm legal now. I don't feel any different.
I just got home from my birthday party. It was a little... disappointing cause so many people were so... rude.
Hurt my heart. Guess you know your true friends.
I sang Janis Ian's "At Seventeen." I remembered all the words. That was great.
My brother's got the flu or something. My dad had to pick him up from work earlier cause he couldn't even drive home.


*sigh*
Better luck next year, I guess.

Hope everyone has had great holidays.





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So this is Christmas

Journal Entry: Thu Dec 25, 2008, 5:15 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: the incredibles on the tv behind me
  • Reading: Just After Sunset
  • Eating: nothing now.
On our way home from a movie, I listened to my voicemail. It was my grandmother. I called her back and she asked to speak with my mother.
Long story short, my great uncle is dying. She wants my mom (a hospice nurse) to come immediately and stay with him. Keep in mind it's 7:00 pm and we had yet to have Christmas dinner.
After an emotional and quick decision, my mom decided to go and my dad is going with her. I have to work tomorrow evening and couldn't. My brother is 20 so he didn't have to go.
So my mom and dad just left the house, on Christmas, destined for Oneonta, Alabama; she in tears, he with bad jokes.
I almost half-assed a Christmas dinner for my brother and I, but he let me know that even if I cooked anything he wouldn't eat it, then left the house.
Here I sit, alone on Christmas. An hour after I checked my voicemail coming home from the movie.
So, this is Christmas.
Jess is trying not to cry.




Have a Merry Christmas everyone.



I'll Be Home For Christmas
Bing Crosby

I'll be home for Christmas;
You can count on me.
Please have snow and mistletoe
And presents on the tree.

Christmas Eve will find me
Where the love-light gleams.
I'll be home for Christmas
If only in my dreams.





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don't tell me i'm the only one that's vulnerable

Journal Entry: Wed Dec 10, 2008, 4:29 PM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: good music
  • Reading: portrait of the artist as a young man
  • Eating: dinner soon
Wow, it's been a bit. Hokay! So, this past weekend I went to Disney World for the first time... and it was AMAZING!!!! =D I completely and totally regressed back into a 7 year old. Spectacular, I know.

Took some good pictures. Vic should be fixing some of them up on photoshop but he's getting lazy. (YEAH VIC I CALLED YOU OUT!)

Looks like I brought some of that immaturity back with me ;)

I'm finally getting a new laptop (like, really, it's been broken for a year and a half) so I'm trying to get all my files off it. I have maxed out 5 DVDs so far and a 6th one is burning. I have 36 GIGS of pictures alone. Ha.

My audition for the musical was yesterday. It went great but I'm not going to get as high of hopes as I did last year... =/

FSU told me my SAT/ACT scores weren't high enough for their school and if i want to be admitted I have to retest. I got a 1790 and a 25! That's not bad?! Well, not *too* bad. So I don't know if I want to go through that again. Testing. But if my scores weren't high enough for FSU they're not going to be high enough for Vanderbilt... :stab:

Finals next week. I guess I should be doing my homework. I've been skipping my AP Lit class too much lately. Hm, the only class I've got semi-senioritis in.

That's enough for another month. (Oh, and I've got deviations saved that I haven't looked at yet cause of all this BS I've been having to go through recently, but I'm getting to them!)




SotD
Vulnerable
Secondhand Serenade

Share with me the blankets that you're wrapped in
Because it's cold outside
It's cold outside
Share with me the secrets that you kept in
Because it's cold inside
It's cold inside

And your slowly shaking fingertips show
that you're scared like me so
let's pretend we're alone

And I know you may be scared,
and I know we're unprepared,
but I don't care.

Tell me, tell me what makes you think that you are invincible.
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable.
Impossible

I was born to tell you i love you.
Isn't that a song already?
I get a B in originality.

And it's true i can't go on without you.
Your smile makes me see clearer-
if you can only see in the mirror what I see.

And your slowly shaking fingertips show
that you're scared like me so
let's pretend we're alone.

And I know you may be scared,
and I know we're unprepared,
but I don't care.

Tell me, tell me what makes you think that you are invincible.
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don't tell me that i'm the only one that's vulnerable.
Impossible

Slow down girl,
you're not going anywhere.
Iust wait around and see
maybe I'm much more.
You never know what lies ahead.
I promise i can be anyone
I can be anything

Just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed

I can be anyone, anything
I promise I can be what you need
I can be what you need

Tell me, tell me what makes you think that you are invincible.
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don't tell me that i'm the only one that's vulnerable.
Impossible





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